White-Eyes
BY MARY OLIVER
Source: Poetry (October 2002).
BY MARY OLIVER
Source: Poetry (October 2002).
Now that autumn’s around us a bit, and even the insects are singing a different song, why not turn to growth or renewal? The season of fall marks beginnings and ends, as all seasons do, really, yet in the U.S. we are moving into the academic year. With our youngest launching to university any day now, this theme is particularly on my mind. My theme is “full house”, not “empty nest”, because this is a transition, not a syndrome, I believe. As challenging as it seems, what if we considered these not-so-easy yet normal, and yes, even celebratory moments as something that’s not about us, but someone’s else’s accomplishments, dreams and aspirations?
So, here’s the image I have. Strong green plant, firmly rooted in what seems like an unlikely medium…sand. Vibrant, growing, both green AND brown. Often transitions or even gaps we sense are confusing, and unclear. So, what is a meaningful step you can take this next month to owning your life, your health, and claiming some vitality for you and therefore those you serve and love?
Like the “green” movement, aren’t we each renewable and sustainable in our own way? What will you recycle this fall?
Your mind believes what you put in it—-Gayle Davis, sports psychologist
Have you ever practiced affirmations? They simply state how we want to be in the world. Here are some examples. Make your own, make them brief if you like. Put them on sticky notes, your smart phone notes, , your screensaver, write them in your journal, draw them, sing them, record them. Meditate with them.
Brief examples…
I am healthy and strong.
I use my intuition to guide me.
I make good decisions.
I am calm and patient.
I listen to what my body tells me.
I am clear on what I want.
I choose to be brave.
I am loving and compassionate.
I am forgiving.
I am capable and courageous.
Others:
I use my intuition and intelligence to guide me at all times—Pamela Davis
The smallest action can make a difference. —anonymous
When your mind is busy with fearful or negative thoughts say directly to those thoughts, “You are not invited to my party!”–Nancy Belestrini
It feels good to move my body. Every muscle and cell works in harmony. I am graceful and strong—anonymous
I am calm. I keep my stability even when the people around me are out of control—anonymous
I am in charge of my own happiness and responsible for filling my own needs—anonymous
I have always been worth loving; I just did not know before. I love and accept myself now—Louise Hay
Every circumstance is a chance for you to practice being the person you truly want to be—Marianne Willliamson
I enjoy driving by this roadside farm, noticing how the view of the building and field completely changes throughout the year. This time I stopped and snapped a picture, and it seems to connect with some of my recent reflections.
My mother’s words came to mind recently— “Estelle, there’s nothing constant but change“. I used to feel irritated when she spoke this phrase; now, I hear wisdom. My mother is pretty darn healthy, coming up on 90 years of age. She’s weathered some big tides. I wrote an Alpha Poem in response to my memory.
Change comes, sometimes creaking, or crashing
Ownership generally
Not
Static
Together we can continue
Allowing ourselves to
Nestle in
Today
I share the concept of Alpha Poems with friends and clients on a regular basis. I first learned about them when our son’s early elementary teacher gave each student a poem at year’s end. Using the students’ first names, she wrote a poem describing positive attributes of each child. I appreciated this gift, keeping it on the refrigerator for quite a while. I started writing my own Alpha Poems after learning about the practice of journal writing for health, through the work of Kathleen Adams.
To write your own Alpha Poem, start by choosing a word, and use each letter of the word to form the first letter of each line. Play with using your name, someone else’s name, letters of the alphabet, emotions, concepts, relationships, sounds…anything. Allow yourself the freedom to write your own poetry, for yourself, unedited. Be curious about images, ideas, words that you see, hear or experience.
Alpha poems are great for stress relief. They capture themes quickly and get them down on the page with only a few words. Of course, you can write long alpha poems too. Go for it!
For the past five days, I’ve heard “engage”, as I’ve listened to Barbara, owner of Next Level Fitness. I enjoyed, yes enjoyed, a free week trial workout during early mornings in local parks, with people I didn’t know yet– running, playing fitness games, and working myself into a great sweat. I was struck by the power of “engage”. Barbara refers to the importance of using the body’s core muscular strength during each exercise, how this reduces injury, supports our skeletal structure, and endurance. Throughout the week, my curiosity and awareness of this “engage” theme heightened.
What would becoming more engaged bring to your life? Consider this:
P.S. I’m going to blog more. Hope you enjoy.
Have you ever had the experience that trying something new can open up possibilities that astound you? Can you nudge yourself a little? What is your mantra for the year? Same ol’ or something different? What would life be like if you did just one thing that may be really exciting, fun? What if you brought a bit more flexibility, adaptability, love of self and others into your life? How can you allow for adjustments in your plan for 2011? Now that January is fully here, is there anything you’d really like to get started on? Do you have a buddy to help you? Tell someone about your dreams! What are you waiting for?
Ever since our daughter completed high school in May, I’ve been playing with the words used to describe this event. What’s the difference between commencement and graduation? Are they the same? Is it a beginning, end, or both? How do we change? Doesn’t change occur in degrees? How can we pause and celebrate each component of the staircase perhaps a little more?
When do you notice momentum occuring in your daily life? Where is your rudder? When do you let the sheet out and slow down a bit…when do you pull it in and really fly?